Ok, I made it through yesterday. Shew that was a rough one!! My boss came to my desk and accidentally dropped something on it, he apologized. I said, "Please! You could drop a chicken on this desk and nobody would notice! It's such a mess!!" and he said "A CHICKEN??" lol! I said "I'm hungry Gary, really, really hungry." lol! That pretty much sums up yesterday.
Today I'm just gonna focus on work and try not to think about food and I've already promised myself to not look at food porn anymore! I just have to keep reminding myself.
One issue I'm running into, it ends up that the shake I can get down the easiest is Chocolate. The problem with that is that really only leaves me with one flavor I like. Can I drink one flavor for 6 months, a year? We shall see.
I'll probably update latter today, don't have much for this AM. I think I'm really drained from yesterdays emotional craving/hunger roller coaster.
Day 13...Continued
Well, lunch smells are beginning, facebook posts of pictures of lunch. These little sensory inputs are really rough. I want food so bad at this point. Wow... I want something yummy and crunchy and filled with flavors. Avocado, sauces, salad, chicken. lol! Imma mess people. So sad. I wish this part was not so difficult.
I'm gonna do some research and see if there are any coping tips from other fasting folks.
I might be back....laterz!
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