Well 0 readers, it's FRIDAY!!! Woo hoo!! I'm so happy the end of the week is here! It's beautiful out, no plans this weekend so lots of putzing around the house, setting up my Wii Fit and generally trying to resist the urge to let myself eat. It's gonna be hard, all afternoon I've been thinking about burgers, fried chicken, etc.
I have no words of wisdom today, I'm more about not giving in to the cravings, staying on top of my shakes so I don't get too hungry and don't start wanting other things.
Being alone is when I eat the most. I get whatever I want and just go at it. I'm sure I have some kind of eating disorder. The problem is I could never be the kind that makes you skinny!! lol! I hate throwing up and I dislike exercise. lol! Whoops!
I'm not trying to make fun of other people's eating disorders, I'm just kind of making fun of myself for having one that doesn't keep you skinny.
I don't know how to deal with this constant craving (isn't that a KD Lang song?) and I'm afraid that if I can't get a handle on this I'm gonna blow up again after ending the diet. Or even fail at this one before I'm done. Almost feel like a junkie jonesing. It's rough.
Anyway, I'm excited for my weekend alone, I plan on dancing stupid to a few of my favorite songs, to keep up my calorie burning. Speaking of...I keep forgetting my pedometer at home. So I'm having a hard time keeping track of my steps. Ends up you need to WEAR it in order to USE it. lol!
Have a good weekend 0 readers!! I may just post this weekend since I'll be living the leisure life for two days. :D
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