Day 14, Week 2 COMPLETED

Well 0 readers, today is my second weigh in! Hoping for another big number for the weight loss, but will be really happy with 7, satisfied with 5 and disappointed if anything less. I don't think it's less though cause already my clothes are getting a little big on me.

I think this week I'm gonna just get Chocolate shakes. I heat it up and have hot chocolate, which I love. Hope this doesn't turn into a problem like the other flavors.

Have I told you, 0 readers, what the problem is? Well, after having Vanilla, Chocolate and Strawberry this week I am now at the point where I can barely get the strawberry down. The consistency, sweetness, all of it really, it's a no-go now. I just chug it as fast as I can chasing it down with gulp after gulp of water.

The Vanilla is better, but unless it's cold it's consistency is dodgy at best. But a constant win is the Chocolate, so why mess around?

I increased my walking today, not by much but enough to make a small difference. I'm no where CLOSE to 20,000 steps! lol! It's ridiculous! I'm about a quarter of the way, sometimes an 8th. The difficult part is that my job is more sedentary and then I don't have the energy after work to work out and it's hard to wake up early. I will have to make a change soon, probably after work but who knows.

I dread joining a gym. In my mind this is what everyone is thinking "look at that huge woman. OMG! Look at her fat as she moves. Is she gonna break the machine? So disgusting! She should be at home. There is no way what she's doing is gonna make a difference." The idea of working out in front of people is terrifying!! Do any of you feel this way, 0 readers?

I'm going to ask today how much longer this starvation feeling stays. Hopefully it's over within a week or two.

I noticed a little more give in my seat belt today!! :D that made me super happy! And my jeans, I wear tight stretch jeans so I think I will get a little longer use out of them, they are starting to loosen up as well.

Wish me luck, 0 readers! I hope to be reporting back a great number tomorrow!